I'm not leaving now, honey--not a chance!

We’ve only been hanging out for a week and yet I feel so close to him. The problem is that I don’t want it to be a false sense of closeness like I know I’ve experienced before. Also something that complicates things is other people telling us we “look cute together”. This is perhaps one of the worst things that could have happened because now not only have we been hanging out a lot, but now we have this image of the two of us, even if we didn’t think about it really.

Telling someone they look cute together is dangerous, really. You see, the minute you say that there are mixed feelings and everything could change. The best thing you could do is ignore it and pretend like it didn’t happen because if you over analyze any of it you will begin to get that confused with your real feelings.

So, in case you have been following, I have crossed another thing off of my list. I will get the list up ASAP. The list is basically the things I want to do before I graduate, or some of them may run into the summer, but it’s all the things I’ve wanted to do or things that would only happen in college… I’m still developing my list, but it has been sort of formulating in my mind since I was a freshmen. The item that I crossed off of my list last night was the one thing that actually got my list started freshmen year: jumping in the fountain. We were walking from our keg race to the bar and decided to take the commons. As we were walking down the commons the fountain was on and one of us said “Let’s jump in the fountain!” (Okay, it might have been me, but I can’t really recall). We each had a good amount of beer in us and all thought it would be a great idea, so we got in. I was wearing socks and sneakers and long pants so I had to take off the socks and sneakers and deal with having soaking wet pants. It seriously didn’t bother me at all though which is how I know I was pretty bad. Afterwards I walked barefoot through campus and put my socks and sneakers back on when my feet were mostly dry. My pants stayed wet though and on second glance, that might have been why I felt so cold towards the end of the night. It was a good thing it was so warm out though because we wouldn’t have been able to handle it if it were cold. One of my friends was pretty drunk though and he literally jumped into the fountain and slipped and hit his head. We were sort of worried about him but he ended up okay.

Another thing that will be crossed off of my “It Only Happens in College” list is going to the bathroom with someone else. I know, it seems weird that I’ve gone so long without sharing a bathroom with one of my friends, but I don’t exactly go to house parties and I hardly ever have friends who are comfortable enough with each other to actually do that. I’ve never even done that with my sister. This is one of those things that surprised me that it happened. It doesn’t help though that I couldn’t pee because there was someone else in the room…ironic, huh? lol. On top of the fact that we were peeing together, my friend happened to be a boy, but he’s not interested in girls so that makes it okay… haha at least that’s the way he put it when he said “I wont look, because I’m not interested…” I’m still shocked that this even happened because normal me would never have done such a thing. It just goes to show the bad decisions that happen while intoxicated.

Quote of the night: "You're such a wh*re" "So I'm a wh*re because I peed with a gay guy and danced with a guy who's going to be a priest...right..." <--Now that I think about it, they were two of the first friends I made here.

In other news, my computer keeps telling my to get a new battery. I just got a new one. I am not pleased.

Well, not much left to say except that I hope I get a lot of work done today. It's pretty nice out and so I may go outside to work.

Peace&Love&Rain!