Coconut Coke ;-)

...it's so good...

I just got back from my very last class of my undergraduate career. This is so bittersweet for me because I don't want to leave this place but I'm so glad to be done with the semester of lots of work. I just feel like this semester, this year, these four years all flew by. Reflecting on my years here I have had my ups and my downs but I know that this was the very best place for me. And now that I have started my life here I am going to have to leave, just like that. It is the strangest concept to have lived in a place for four years with about the same people and then all of a sudden have to leave and go back to where I came from. I mean, this is of course pending my graduate school acceptances, but I just wish that I had more time here to live my life. This semester has been so busy and while I enjoyed every minute of it, I am really looking forward to these last two weeks spent hanging out and doing all the crazy things I ever wanted to do but didn't have the time for. I'm going all out this year and I stopped caring what it will cost me. There is only one chance to live the way I have and this time I'm taking everything life has to offer. Any opportunities that come my way, anything I have always wanted to do, I may be crazy, but graduating college is no small feat and I need to earn my degree in craziness as well. Haha so now I'm rambling but I might just be a little drunk... yes, that is correct, I have crossed one thing off my list today and that is for the first and last time in my undergraduate career I have gone to class drunk/drank during class. Hey, you only live once, right? It's something no one ever thought I would do which is why, of course, I have to do it. Because, in reality, who is to say who I am? Only I know the real me, and this is my chance to let myself be the crazy and exciting person I am! Maybe I got the idea from a combination of things, but if it's something crazy, it is on my list and I am so excited! At some point I will post my list up here with what I have done already crossed off, but for now, good luck to all who have finals and papers and everything!! I handed in my first final of the semester this morning and am feeling pretty good about myself even though I still have quite a bit more to go... Also, a congrats to fishy89 who wrote a longer paper than I think I ever have! I'm pretty impressed by that!!

Sorry, not too much on my love life today, except that I'm still attempting to take things slow and really get to know the person that I am interested in. This has proved to be more difficult for me than anything else and I think I am going to add it to my list of goals because it's as good as any. Kudos to my friend who helped me write my paper last night and kudos to my friend who helped by editing it, I probably would never have gotten it done without the two of you! Also shout out to my CLC group who managed to get me tipsy at wing night by giving me beer (which I haven't drank in like three years) and not knowing how much of a light-weight I am... I love those guys and girls so much! CHS keg race tongiht and a whole bunch of drunk nights to come, apparently... I probably wont get too drunk because I want to be able to remember all of my Senior Week as these memories will last forever :-)

In other news, it rained this morning (!! what else is new? haha) but it's actually pretty sunny now. I'm still not sure if our SEARCH BBQ is going to be outside or not but either way it will be fun (and bittersweet)! "Life is crazy, I know baby..."

Peace&Love&Rain!